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Follows this.

They couldn't just teleport themselves there. Any miracles, demonic or otherwise, would attract too much attention. No, Crowley was actually going to have to sit there, plugging their information into an online search engine, and do it all manually. Fluctuating airline prices were demonic work, and right now a trip to Japan was over six thousand pounds more expensive than if he had bought it three days earlier, which was totally outrageous. Crowley didn't know a lot about money except what it made men do to each other, he'd never had to. But now, making money appear out of nothing could turn the wrong eye on them if he wasn't careful.

Luckily, he had quite a few credit cards that never needed paying or had a limit on them. They would work in a pinch for a moment like this. He didn't know if that sort of perk-of-being-a-demon could ever be taken away from him, but he hoped not.

The flight itself was a long one, and Crowley settled himself in for it by making sure they were flying at least first class. That way they could see everyone coming at them and have a few glasses of wine on the journey.

"I don't think they know about these passports," Crowley says. "They might, but I doubt it. I had them made back during the last World War, just kept them in good condition."

The second World War was something that Crowley took responsibility for, but he hated every moment of it, and what his side did to make it worse made him sick. He was more than prepared to hide away if he needed to when things went wrong back then. And, at the time, he had also created a passport for Aziraphale, in case he wanted to come along. No other reason for that, he told himself.

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There is nothing Crowley wouldn't do for Aziraphale. He would do anything to protect him, to love him, to keep him close. He knew this before, back before they even started on this adventure running from Heaven and Hell. But now, holding him in his arms, his wings wrapped around him, their bodies entwined, he knows he'd do anything to feel this with him forever.

He moves his body, sliding into and out of him, increasing his pace. He lets out a low groan against Aziraphale's neck, and then moves his mouth to reclaim the angel's.

He lets his hands slide up Aziraphale's sides, before moving up to catch his hands, to twine his fingers with his.

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He knows Crowley would do anything. Crowley has always done everything, even when the angel didn't expect it. Even when, by all accounts, he shouldn't have. When he should have stayed away, when they were enemies, when the angel pushed him away. Always, he always came back. He was always there when the angel allowed him to be, kept his distance when the angel asked or demanded it. Always helped. Always listened. Always came back. Always understood. Always cared.

The angel groans quietly in their kiss, oh, he wants more, more of those, so many chances, to much time to make up for, and, hopefully, so much time ahead to enjoy.

He moves his hands away from Crowley's back, moving his arms along with his touch, intertwining their fingers, thighs pressing against Crowley's sides, feeling their bodies move together, wings brushing against Crowley's body and his dark wings, and he's lost, he's lost and he never wants to find the way back.

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Crowley has never felt this way. Not as an angel, not when things were supposed to be pure and love and all the good things in the world. He'd never felt so protected, so connected. He'd never felt this loved by Heaven. Maybe he would never have Fallen had he met Aziraphale as an angel. Maybe they could have been lovers then---but then again, would they have ever indulged? Would something like this have ever crossed their minds?

He is completely surrounded by Aziraphale. He feels him in his mouth, around his body, curled up against his wings. He feels his love, entwining his soul. The whole works. And still, he greedily wants him closer, wants to feel him like this always, wants to hold him like this forever.

"Forever," he murmurs into the groan against his mouth. "I want you forever."

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Would have they have been lovers? Would they have been friends? Would they have been close, or would they have never even met? Billions and billions of angels, it would be naive to believe they all knew each other, specially those lower in the castes. But to question what never was and can never come to be is as foolish as asking questions of silent mouths, though natural as it might be. Even for two creatures who've wrapped themselves in them, one that has lived with them for almost as long as they have existed, and another one that always tried their hardest to ignore their blatant presence.

He feels the honest truth in Crowley's words, pure devotion made simple, more of what the angel had always pretended wasn't there, but now free, and it breathes life into him in a way he didn't know was possible.

Another movement of Crowley's hips and he arches under him, shuddering and gripping the demon's hands tightly, pulling in a gasp, hearing the music swell in his mind. Can Crowley hear it? It's not a song, but he shares it all the same.

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Crowley can feel it, the music in his soul that Aziraphale shares. He doesn't know what it is, he doesn't know where it comes from, but it's theirs, like a strum against heartstrings. Oh, and Crowley is far from a romantic being (or so he tells himself), but he can believe that it's theirs, and he holds onto it, pulls it against himself. Amplifies it. Their music.

Aziraphale arches under him and Crowley lets out another moan as waves of pleasure move against him, crashing into him like the waves against the beach. Every movement, every touch, everything like a current moving through them, connecting them to each other.

It's a wonder they've been able to be apart this long, if such an experience was waiting for them.

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Too many things stood between them, too many lies from their respective origins, along with the ones the angel told himself. Not that he ever dreamed about something like this. How could he have ever suspected this was a possibility? So it caught him by surprise, entirely, yes, but he has quite made the decision that it won't be the last time it happens.

With bated breaths, he tilts his head to the side and pulls one of Crowley's hands closer to him, pressing his lips softly against the back of his fingers. So many gestures at their disposal. So many ways to confess time and time again. So many ways to show that he's finally here.

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Crowley watches Aziraphale's gesture with something akin to wonder. Wonder at being loved by Aziraphale----or perhaps being loved at all---so entirely, so sweetly and with no alternatives behind it. Aziraphale is so genuine, and has always done things because they are the right thing to do. He must believe loving Crowley is the right thing to do.

It's a rather impressive responsibility, having to prove you're worthy of such a pure love. But Crowley will. He's always tried to prove he's worthy of Aziraphale in the past, he can do it now, now that they're here.

He leans down to press a kiss to the angel's neck, then to his collarbone, with the same sort of softness that he gets from Aziraphale's lips. He wants to know him everywhere.

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He hasn't always done the right thing, he doesn't think. Nowadays, he finds himself in a position where such questions feel even more overwhelming to look into, but entirely more irrelevant. But he knows, without a doubt, that his past is riddled with mistakes, and his future might well be. Certainty is not a resource he finds he has in abundance, so he dedicates it sparingly. But what he is sure about, however, he is held tight and close to his chest.

One of those things is his affection for the demon. He held back from thinking about it too much, scared to face the end of a path he couldn't come back from. Fearing all the obstacles that would stand in his way. But now that he's reached it, he can breath deeply, admit to himself and to the demon just how much he sees in him, how much he wants from him, how much he wants to give. How much he means, and how much he deserves. Even if finding the words and the courage to say them might take a few more steps.

So, Crowley doesn't have to prove anything. But that doesn't mean the angel doesn't appreciate his efforts.

A settling down, a momentary pause. Aziraphale tilts his head back slightly, just enjoying the gentleness of Crowley's lips against his skin, a feeling so new, yet so immediately natural.

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Crowley's lips trace back up Aziraphale's throat. Aziraphale is hardly perfect, but Crowley holds him on a pedestal of goodness, one that no mistakes will ever knock him down from. Being with him like this, in his arms, under his lips, inside of him, is about as close to Heaven as Crowley will ever get again.

He'll take it.

He can feel that music between them, feel the shift as they pause together, before he moves his hips again. Hell talks a lot about carnal sins and lust and all that, but they've got nothing on the pleasure of making love to the person who matters most to you in the universe.

Crowley has officially beat Hell on pleasure.

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And beat Heaven on bliss, by that matter, as far as Aziraphale's concerned.

Crowley moves again and the angel moans, hands gripping Crowley's tightly again, thighs squeezing against his sides. His wings press softly against the Crowley's back, under the demon's dark ones, the music building, body begging, soul clinging and threatening to not let go.

It's divine, is what it is, in a way he hadn't imagined, pleasure he hadn't entirely considered, and he knows he could never share with anyone else. Not that he does or will ever want to.

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Crowley gasps against Aziraphale's neck at the feeling of him, at the feeling of them together. He gets the sensation of waves again, reaching up and cresting towards a beach, threatening to break. He can feel waves of pleasure, waves of bliss hit him with every sensation, every movement, threatening to spill over into something else entirely.

Not that Crowley is naive, of course. He knows how sex works, he knows how pleasure works, but it's never been like this. He's never been with anyone who has made his wings come out in pure ecstasy before. Never had anyone made him think about how he's beaten Hell.

There's never been music before.

No, Aziraphale is something entirely new. This is far too unique, far too special, to ever let go.

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What they have right now is, in several ways, and always will be, only theirs. In the more technical manner, it's quite obvious, as they are only themselves and with only each other, and not even God herself could change that - probably. But there's also something to say about two celestial creatures, formerly from opposite sides, rejected and having denounced their former peoples, after orbiting around each other for thousands of years, finally joined together in an honest sharing of feelings, and an intimate embrace, quite in the fashion of the mortal's they've been watching over, but with the added gifts of their own brand of non-humanity.

The feeling of Crowley's breath against his neck is one of the many details that Aziraphale will remember for a very long time. The feeling of his body against the angel's, and, well, other ways in which they are making use of their vessels in this moment, are something he'd love to feel again and again and again.

"Crowley--" The name escapes him, strained, with no control of his own. Those waves are getting stronger, getting closer. His wings twitch and unwrap from around him, but stay curled upwards.

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Crowley can swear the music is getting louder, the melody more distinct. Every movement his hips make, every thrust of pleasure makes everything seem sharper, clearer. His body is moving closer to the pinnacle, he can feel every movement push him closer to it, while his soul is still wrapped up in bliss with Aziraphale's.

He hears Aziraphale say his name and that causes him to let out an involuntary moan. Hearing his name spoken like this, feeling the angel in his arms like this---it's all he's ever fantasized about. It's all he's longed for. And now they have it, and they'll have it forever, for as long as they want.

He would certainly love to hold the angel like this every night if he'd have him.

"Aziraphale, I'm----"

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He should ask the angel. He might might like the answer.

His wings flex and softly hit against the bed as he arches his back. He holds on tight, the music their share growing louder and louder and clearer. There's somewhere to go, of course, and he wants to reach it with him, but there are some things he don't want to end, such as the brand new connection they're sharing.

But there's no need to get ahead of themselves. His breathing gets more ragged and eager - of all the times he's bound to forget he doesn't need it, clearly this is one the thought is miles away -, and every time Crowley moves, every movement they make together is another note on this crescendo, growing louder and closer to the climax, and Aziraphale hears him, hears his voice, hears his soul, and he could swear they could become one right then.

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He doesn't want to end this, either, he doesn't want to stop. This feels too good, this connection feels too pure. At the same time, he can feel his body pulling him towards climax and it's like an avalanche of sensation sweeping through him---he knows he can't stop it as it starts to pour over him. His own wings move towards Aziraphale's, creating a cocoon of darkness around them.

He could easily fall into Aziraphale and never want to come out.

He cries out Aziraphale's name into his neck as he feels himself push over that edge. All of the muscles in his body tighten, and pleasure shoots through him, as every cell in his body lights up with the white-hot pleasure of his orgasm. All he can feel is the angel in his arms, all he can see is him. Everything is his love for Aziraphale in that moment.

He feels like he has been holding a coil tight for six thousand years and has finally let it go.

congratulations, snek man, u did it

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When that one note hits and the song reaches its apex, when he feels himself peak, when Crowley calls out his name so warm against his neck, everything else stops existing for all the angel can tell.

He digs his fingers into Crowley's back and cranes his head back against the bed, gasping deeply as pleasure runs through his body like a shot of electricity and seizes up every part of his body. His toes curl and his wings stretch out to each side as wide as they go, merely lucky to not hit anything in the way, but he wouldn't have minded, he wouldn't have cared, because nothing else would have mattered but this.

The song is loud and booming. The waves finally crash into shore. Something around them changes, but it'll have to wait. For now, he's forgotten, and for now, Heaven be told, he's feeling the best he's ever felt in who knows how long.

strong work boys

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Crowley sinks down, leaning his body against Aziraphale, feeling both electrified and spent all at the same time. Crowley is hardly a blushing virgin, but that was unlike anything he's ever experienced and he feels vulnerable, and all too new to it.

He releases one of Aziraphale's hands to reach up and cup the angel's cheek, to touch him softly, carefully. All of this touching, all of this contact. He loves it. He loves Aziraphale, and Aziraphale loves him. And here they are, together.

What the hell do they do next?

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Wherever they go, it'll have to wait too. Which isn't so bad, all things considered.

As his senses come trickling back down into wherever they had floated off from, he's slowly catching his breath, lying comfortably as his muscles relax, wings draped lazily over the bed.

Aziraphale leans his face against Crowley's touch, turning his head to kiss his palm. He brings his hand up to hold the back of Crowley's gently, opening his eyes just a little, looking down at him.

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Crowley smiles a slow, lazy smile at the angel. It's impossible to think how, not that long ago, Crowley had every intention of leaving him for his own good. Of vanishing from this place and never seeing him again. What they would have missed if he'd been so stupid as to go. What he might never have known if he'd just gone.

Now, he would never be anywhere but by Aziraphale's side. He'd figure out a way to fight Hastur, of course he would. They'd make it away from Heaven and Hell no problem. What is it Aziraphale always says? Tickety-boo. It'd be fine.

"That was---" Hard to explain it in simple words. "---amazing." Well, maybe not so hard. Sometimes simple is better.

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Some things have changed. Others have not, such as time and time again deciding that they'll be together. Aziraphale, much to his regret, has not always been on that same page. But that's where one of the changes lies.

He keeps his hand over the back of Crowley's, gently keeping it against his face, giving the demon a soft, fond smile, with perhaps a bit more of gentle giddiness to his eyes. His other hand is still intertwined with Crowley's.

"Yes." Quiet and light. Loving all the same, as the connection they shared doesn't seem to have quite faded.

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Crowley leans in to press a kiss to the angel's mouth, gentle and loving.

Six thousand years. Six thousand years they've orbited each other. Followed each other, cared for each other. And it's come down to this. Love and passion and connection. This is the first night on this path, Crowley thinks. There will be others. More connections, more kisses, more stolen 'I love you's whispered as they hold each other.

It's all Crowley has ever dreamed of.

Now, more than ever, he has to work out a plan. Something to keep them safe, something to keep Aziraphale out of trouble and himself from Hastur's view. But that's something to think about later.

Tmw getting laid broke their depression

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Six thousand years... And he couldn't even dream of a night like this.

Maybe angels are just bad at dreaming. They're certainly bad at seeing things for what they really are, whatever that could mean. Good at denial. Good at stubbornness. Good at rejecting what's not in the plan. Aziraphale had been good at those things, and not many others, but he's happy to be mostly letting them go. Well, at least those relating to his former side.

He hums quietly into the kiss, just a simple expression of the happy calmness of his mind. Opens his eyes slightly when it his broken, feeling warm and cozy and fuzzy, and all those little words associated to when one is happy and content.

He pulls his hand away from Crowley's and touches his cheek in turn, admiring the demon's face for a moment. Just letting the thoughts and the now gently float through his mind. There is a lot to think about, many new things to process. But he'll take a little while longer of looking at his demon, thank you.

Well something had to! They certainly couldn't go on like that forever

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Crowley turns his head to press his lips against Aziraphale's hand.

He could happily stay like this forever, entwined with the angel. Go to sleep for a good dozen years or so in this blissful afterglow. Of course, until now he didn't think much of Lust a sin, but now he's completely rethinking that overall. Take in a long decade of Lust and Sloth with them, intersperse it with some Gluttony and wine...

"Who'd have thought it would take us six thousand years to get here?" he murmurs, looking down at the angel. "Probably didn't think that back when we first met."

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The angel chuckles softly, brushing his thumb on Crowley’s cheek. Despite the horrifying evening they had before this, everything feels so distant now. Barely a dream, a nightmare to just forget. In fact, it might take him a bit to remembered just all that happened and how close both of them had gotten to total destruction.

He tilts his head slightly, still resting against the bed, just looking up at him with soft, adoring eyes.

“Couldn’t have dreamed of it.” Really couldn’t, if he had to be honest. He could never imagine life would be so full of surprises.

He moves his hand from Crowley’s to the back of his neck, idly brushing against his hair.

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If only they could stay like this forever. Just wrapped up in each other, in love, without any interference from the outside world. Crowley would like that. They might've had it, too, if Heaven and Hell hadn't gotten in the way. They might've found their way here eventually, and lived out their lives in London in each others' arms.

But at least they have this, now.

"Still have that sushi," he says, with a little smile. "And the sake. Saved up for whenever you want it."